Finally, my wait is over...effi gave me his response to the letter n dis is wat he has to say:
"Hi yana....im really sori if dis reply comes so so late. I dun mean to keep u waiting or to disrespect u in any means. I truly apologise for that. Its juz dat i am so busy and hardly have time to pen down my feelings. I dun want to say the wrong things at the wrong time.
About the letter dat u gave me, well it didnt really shocked me...maybe it did in a way.(r u confused??). I really appreciate wat u feel towards me. Coz i dun received dis kind of thing often... to be precised dis is only the 2nd time. I admire ur courage..to tell me wat u've been feeling. Its sumthing not all gerls wud do i gez. Its natural for feelings to develop for someone and i understand. Since u said dat its not an overnite thingy...i gez i muz had did sumthing good along the way.
But rite now, i am not ready to commit into any relationship. The time is still not rite for me to hav one. I hope u understand. At the beginning of our frenship, I do like u but dat feeling began to fade..as for now I really like u as a fren. Im sori if its too direct, but its best for me or us, to tell u the truth instead of leading u on. I tink we've been great as frens. I hope all dis wont affect our frenship any bit and may our frenship continue to blosom.
Im sori if i disappoint u with dis reply. I hope i have answered all questions and feel free to reply me. As u know i am open too...so watever dat u wana say..juz shoot! Take care ;)
==[e]ffrudn== "
so i've already got my answer now..hmm how do i feel after reading dis? i would be lying if i say im nt disappointed but dis is smth which i already anticipated i guess..so im nt so down abt it la.. like i said in the letter, wateva d outcome is, i haf no regrets doin wat i did..as long as both of us remain as frens n treat each other as per normal, im really fine..n im really glad dat i finally got effi's response..so now im able to decide better as to wat my next step is..on the other hand, looking at the bright side, now i can tell a guy dat i understand how it feels like to get rejected, rather than merely saying dat i noe how he feels..hehe but seriously, im cool abt it.
~flew by @ 6:45 PM
